Something Big

August 30th

Speaking to Kate, "It's kind of like being at a health resort. Right now, I'm drinking this killer green smoothie. Lucas is gonna have me all fixed up for the desert."
"Fixed up? Ali, are you a bike?"

If anyone could help insure top superhero pre-desert-adventure health in 5 days, it's Lucas. He refers to the state as "ninja" ("Jedi" being the next and near-supreme level). Seaweed, coconut oil, energized water, nuts, seeds, and mystery teas. So much fresh fruit and veggies, I AM Captain Vegetable. Plenty of sleep, lots of sunshine, and a good dose of alone time (which will be a rare commodity in the coming weeks).

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There's no doubt that I'm an outrageously blessed individual, but in the past few weeks, I've been supported to such an extent, I barely touch the ground. Half a lifetime could be spent trying to return these angelic favors, and I could still fall short. The only hope is to express gratitude and love at every turn: thank you, thank you.

I'm going into Something Big; the sense of this builds each day. Maybe that's why the seen and unseen help and guidance has been flooding in at an enhanced rate. It's not exactly excitement, anxiety, or even anticipation (though I'm feeling some of those, too); it's more like the quiet electricity before a storm. A change in air pressure. (Kate asked if it was ear wax). Meeting an angel or Odin. Something Big. I just don't know what yet.